Friday, August 18, 2006
two papers down and two more to go..*jiayou jiayou jiayou*!todae muy right thigh old ailment ish actin up again..hai~ so pain..somtimes i jus feel so "wat exactly are u dd jaz?! Are u sure ur right about wat ya dd?!"den i'll be so dotz dotz dotz...tryin to sort out muy thoughts..sometimes between frens they can be so close and feelin so great bein together, and certainly feel they fit each other so much so much at times..but ultimately...they stiil cannot be couple..why..cuz the ger dunch see any future wif tt guy perhaps? or maybe yea..doesn't fit as a partner..it's enuff of wat i "hope" or wat i "reali want"..u are U..and it's not as if ur changin to watever i want means it's gonna be for the betta!it's absurd~!ur fine totally okies alrite! nth's wrong! jus tt sumtimes i dunch fit ur dis kinda of guys tt's all. no other negative implies about u..ur life ish jus ain't the type i'm lookin for..ur way of dd things..no..i dunch admire at all..not at all..but tt doesn't suggest ur poor! it's jus tt it's not sumthg which i prefer..eben if ur a leader in watever..it doesn't gib u an edge..as a matter of fact..as a leader..i hab high expectations..but i fail to see.yesh we are all learnin, it's true..but dere are jus certain things that we can choose who to be wif and stuff..it's our own happiness..we stil hab a pretty long way ahead of us..we dunch reali hab to settle down jus yet. jus wif each other when i dunch see we can.there are stil certain stuff tt i wld like to hab..but i noe it'll be impossible..so seriously no point mentionin either..cuz i noe eben if i sae..u can do nuts abt dem either.
o0..happy together..0o
8/18/2006 09:15:00 PM
