Sunday, January 07, 2007
it's a new year..how time flies..but no matter how time passes..sum shadows jus stil lingers ard in muy memory..one of muy new year resolution ish to learn to forget unpleasant past..haha..guess it's gonna be pretty tough..cuz i'm tt kinda of person hu will never forget bery "deep impressions"..so..betta dunch get onto muy list sia..unless u wanna mi to rmb u for the bery wrong reasons..i give you muy all right from the start,
a heart that's genuine, feelins that're so fond.
a heart that never doubts a word u spoke.
but eberythg's changed when unexpected people surfaced into our lives.
lost and confusion seeped into muy mind,
doubting eberyword u said to mi.
i do not know which is true which is not.
i differentiate no longer.
u wanna a whole-heartedly love from mi.
but did u eben gib mi urs in the first place.....
it's been a year plus since muy journey wif God began..
but i stil dunch understand why did he put mi thru certain things..things which i reali hated.hate so much. things that will disappoint mi. things or people which hab no LINK at all to mi life!why.why.why!!! why do that to mi....i dunch see any desired learnin outcomes at all...so God..m i suppose to hate her or love her.i reali wanna eliminate her from muy mind.but her presence wil linger on as long as i breathe.cuz God..ur the one hu planted her in his pot...
o0..happy together..0o
1/07/2007 12:36:00 AM
